If you have talked to me recently you know that I am scared to death to have children! I don't know what it is but all of the sudden "real life" just became real on Feb 5...the day i got married when suddenly everything i ever dreamed about could be happening to me! (and is happening to me!)
Well last week all those butterflies in my stomach started disappearing!
Ryan and Brittany got to go on a nice vacation and they asked steve and I if we would watch the girls. Oh my gosh what a fun week! The girls were soo great and loved hanging out with me!! I felt like a mom and I did a pretty good job at it! SOOO now im not that scared but still not ready. Although being at Kaylee's and Kensi's beaconing call I really missed mine and steve's alone time! Breakfast, lunch, dinner snacks in between, bed time stories, swimming, park, play time and naps sure do take up a lot of time and energy, by the end of the day i was exhausted and just wanted to go to bed. Steve was also exhausted so we would just go to bed!! No shows, no movies, no late night adventures that I LOVE!!
But i had many priceless moments with the girls that I will always remember and love. And I know I will feel the same way about our kids when we have them!
